Thoughts

Got many things want to say..

Firstly, I might not able to post many blogs over here since I quite busy at end of year. Yeah, every end of year I always have many things and events need to do. So anything just check out to my facebook or MSN la.. =P

Second, I want to say VERY SORRY to many of my friends that I can't attend AFA this year!! I supposed want to come, but since my parents.. Sigh, family problem.. So I cannot go to Singapore. However, there's ACGC Finale event on same week, so.. ACGC, here I come!! XD

Third, I know there's some of people cannot attend to Comic Fiesta for my Naruto group. Actually it's ok.. Just you have to come for photoshoot.. Time and venue still on discussion.. So not too worry.. =D

Actually I quite felt "amused" that there are some of people might not agree with me for somethings.. Even quite not like me and go away for me right now.. I quite sad about this.. I mean, since I came to cosplay, I saw many of complicated things happen in front and back of me. Actually I know everything, just I not really want to split them out. Coz it can backfire if I say out all. I know someone think I just like "a bunch of shit", so what.. I will do my way as your "bunch of shit"..(it looked like some quote from one of famous character, lol. =P)

Anyway, I won't say I very like someone, neither hate anyone. Everyone are equal for me, just how you think about me.



有时候，他就是那样，
自以为是，
以为我在讲他。
难道我不能讲别人吗？
真是自作多情。。。
我有指明是你吗？
我有说你的名字吗？
没有吧。。？
那为什么要说是我在讲你呢？
我已经听别人说了。。
你要说就直接说，
不要拐弯抹角。。。
你那个样子会让我更讨厌你。。。
我是因为当你是好朋友才同情你，帮助你，
你却以为我在干涉你。。
我说过了。。
我是对事不对人，
你却以为我多管闲事，干涉你的生活。。。
我有这么得空做这种事吗？
我可是UTAR大学生，
忙得很，
很多东西要做，
没空管你的事，
我好心帮你，你却这样伤我，
难道你就不能从多方面解决问题吗？
你这个样子，
让我觉得你更可怜，
可是不会让我觉得同情你，
却让我觉得你很蠢。。。
虽然鸣人更蠢，
可是你比他蠢得多。。。
就因为你的态度，
让很多人不喜欢你。。。
只是他们不要说而已，
怕伤害你，
如果我们可以互相体谅对方，
至少我们可以继续做朋友，
不然。。
就像你自己说的。。。
“ 不要在我的面前出现！！”
我也是在说真话，
不是在开玩笑。。。

Content..?

My feeling is upside down again.

Not only because of the exam is coming soon, but also I read my good friend's blog. And now I understand why...

I mean, since May, there's a lot of things happen through my eyes. And this isn't changed as what I know during ACGC or earlier... I really feel depressed...

I know that I nearly go crazy because of that person, but I still can't put down, just because I have GREAT sense that that person need someone to comfort. I don't know how to face right now since that person quite ignore me...

Seriously, a lot of things happened. And the gap between us is going bigger and bigger. Doesn't that person sense that..? I think that person should know that if that person still think that me as friend. Sigh. =/

I know I talk like fucker, but it's the truth. I want to make our friendship well to a friend, but I got a repay as that! And it's not 1st time for me, but countless times!! Not only that person, bt many of my "friends". =/

Really, I'm not in good mood today. I know that my friend can let down about that person, but I CAN'T DO THAT! It just like I betray myself, you know...

Damn... That's not I really want to see...

Hope our friendship can go back as 1st time we met... ='(

Back again!! XD

Yeah, just write short things before I might go MIA again. XP

I still on doing for GACC trips blog and Anicom one, but somehow, my GACC trips blog was messed up!! I need to redo again, maybe will let you all know on early of Oct, maybe... =P

Anicom one, maybe will do combine one(since it's 4 weeks), also will go ready at Oct, too... XP

I was invited by Singapore cosplay friends to do Naruto photoshoot over there!! But it's at 31 Oct... Also as normal gathering at Sunway... But I still not sure can go to Singapore since I haven't do my passport due to low fund, and many reasons... Sigh, I just give my friend at Singapore a tentative confirm. =P

I know some people might talk about going to AFA at Suntec City, Singapore, and I CAN GO OVER THERE!! WHEEEEE~~~~~~!!! XDXD

Seriously, I can go over there for 1st day, that's Saturday, but 2nd day still can't confirm yet. Sigh. =P

And another thing, I will go there alone since I will come from my brother's house at JB, so maybe we have to do like... "hide and seek" and do like "OH! I found you!! LOL... XD" (What am I talking about, lol. XP)

Anyway, also booked with some people at Singapore to do 1st meetup, since we just plain talk in MSN or SGCafe, and AFA also my 1st time to go. lol. =P

Hope myself can go for both days, please... lol. XD

Ok stop here first... Continue my study first... Now in lazy mode... XP

My another time live outside...

I will be leaving tomorrow to Melaka for another biggest ACG event in Malaysia - GACC, at MMU Melaka.

Today just wash the car and double check my stuffs, and later will having class, then will heading to PJ area to hanging around, then at evening will go to Yuki's house to take wigs for helping her COD.

Yeah I'm not kidding. I really help her for sending the wigs at GACC tomorrow.

Lazy a bit... Tell them to take wigs from me. Not I chase for them. I don't do "leceh" thing, ok... XP

Then do last thing - Helping my friends to double confirm their order about wigs. Hehe. I can "molest" their wigs... No la, those not mine, cannot do like that... Rosak then I have to responsible la... XP

Will ask for somebody to give money first so I have some fund for going to there tomorrow. Yeah the toll fees. My father just added the oil yesterday. Yeah!! XP

See some of you on tomorrow!! XDD

Daicon in Gameaxis!!

Yeah, you not see anything wrong, but Daicon was reported in this month's Gameaxis Unwired magazine!!

Yeah, I bought on yesterday. =P

And for this time, it reported about 6 pages, including 3 pages about Chihara Minori's interview and other things about her.

Just let you all have a look some scans from Gameaxis magazine.
This is the first page.

Here's second page. The top big pic is said that those are dedicated Chihara Minori fans who flew all the way from Japan. Can you imagine that? If you really like an artist as idol, you will go along his or her way up, and those people already proved themselves that they are!! XD

Daicon gallary with the results for certain competition that organised at Daicon. Me is on that pic!!

Really!! Can you see me?

Ewww...

Still cannot see ke...?

Just scroll down...












Scroll again...











Here it is!!

Me in between Rayray and Azusa, as Naruto on 2nd day(as I mentioned in previous blog).

I feel myself... ok la... Still can see one. XP

(don't know that the another one will "piak" me after look at this or not... XP)



Oh yeah, not forget about Chihara Minori's Q&A section appearance!! XD But at that time I went back already since not really interested about that. lol. Don't ask me why... Lazy to explain... Because I will give you VERY LAME reason one. XP

Beat!! Can you see yourself on this pic!! Hahahahahaha!!! Mario take pic for Chihara Minori!! XD

Yeah, I told him yesterday in MSN, and he nearly fainted... XP

As this(Adapted and edited a bit XP), midnight time... XP



shawn_kazu: but saw you in SO RANDOM pic at Chihara's Q&A section XD
shawn_kazu: I wanna laugh XDXD
Beatbox: =_=

Beatbox: i buat ape?
Beatbox: korek hidung?
Beatbox: omg
shawn_kazu: Mario take pic for Chihara Minori!! XD
shawn_kazu: Epic sial XD
Beatbox: owhhhhh...while sitting
Beatbox: eyh?
shawn_kazu: standing la
Beatbox: whut!!!!!!!!omg
Beatbox: omg
Beatbox: omg
Beatbox: (faint)
Beatbox: (shoot) tomoro must buy!! Remind me!!!!!



I think he buy on today right... Later will check back with him... XP

Ok la, will arranged and pack my stuff soon... Then Saturday have energy to Melaka and attend GACC!!

Go to GACC!! XD

What's next for me?

lol, a simple random post. Just for fun, and no harm for anyone. lol. XD

Just have some thought about doing some very fun cosplay in this few weeks or month, so I gonna try to "open my mind" and make the characteristics well.

Oh yeah I also have thought about... I just did 2 versions of Naruto, so why don't I do some other versions, too?

First, I will do Naruto Movie 3 one in random event. But I got problem. Major problem.

I think all of you will laugh on me if I say like that.

My height is about 180cm, but I gonna to do in 144cm character!! WTH..?

That's about 36cm differences, you know... SUCH BIG DIFFERENCES. -____-

You can't call me to do like, if the character is higher than your actual height, you add the height of boots; if shorter, you can't call me to "cut" the leg like that gua... DAMN IT. Boo. XP

Will see how first. lol. XD

Another version is Sunao no Niji one, that's one of ending song, suit/formal version. Since there's a cosplay ball in JB at end of August, maybe will wear as that to there since we gonna to wear a bit "formal". lol. XP

I can get the blazer from my brother one, just gonna borrow the black tie from other first... Lazy to buy for myself first, since maybe not wear in everytime. lol. XP



Ok want to go out to buy some cosplay thingy right now, will post later some good news for me over here. Hehe.

Dattebayo!! XDXD

Helping is a good thing, you know...

Yesterday I watched G.I Joe at GSC 1 Utama. That's quite an epic movie, although not really like some parts of very amusing "whistling" moments... lol.

Ok that's not the main point I want to talk. Before I watched the movie, I went to say hi to Misaki at his shop. Then Misaki was a bit... Frasturated about he can't go to GACC coz there's his worker "indirectly grabbed" his holiday for GACC. So he asked me for helping him to take some of his friends going together at Sat morning during GACC. Since I still have 1-2 seats left(coz I have 1 person unconfirmed), so I agree to help him. And I felt bad that his situation, but can't help about that... Nevermind, I can help him as what I can do. That's my way.

He also checked with me about certain thing for GACC, and I quite ok with that... My car will be "much heavy" lo... People have to pay extra oil fee to me... Hehehe... XP

Ok, will awaiting for any news from him regarding that.

Don't know why, I just can't stop smiling after this. Coz maybe got some people that I known?

Not sure, just a maybe. lol. XP

Hope my performance at GACC will go more epic than other events. Hopefully... XD

Say hi to "long time no see" shopping mall...

I quite a long time not going through the shopping mall at Bukit Bintang area for few months already, so I think today is the best day to go since quite boring for today.

Just now morning I online FB at school, and got Beat's shoutout that he would like going to Time Square... Then I think for a while that... "Quite long time not going there, why don't we have meetup and talking over there?" Then I asked Beat to meetup. However he said that maybe for a while since he just give something to Akiko. Oh ok... Then I just not said much, after having my tutorial class till 12pm, I drove to Time Square... Say hello back to Bukit Bintang area... XP

After arrive, then I went for window shopping... Look some toy figure at 5th floor and 7th floor... Some of them are really nice, but see the price... OH MY GOODNESS... That's totally out of my expection... Better just look and say goodbye to the figures... XP

Why I said like that?

Give an example.

If I not mistaken, there's a 12-inch-KR Den-O figure at 7th floor, it costed about RM900++ like that... I just like "wow" in my mind... Except I'm the millionare, or I really can't afford that... *orz*

It's ok... Don't think about Den-O right now, coz I have project to become Diend(maybe some of you might think that he's such ugly, but I felt that he's so unique, lol. XP), however not really as Diend la, cosplay as Kaito Daiki is enough for me la... That's for next year one... XP

I think I talked to other thing once again. Ok back to topic. XD

Then I ate something, and want going to arcade to play para para... Then someone played for it, so I take a look for other things... And I saw Beat played behind the para para machine! Still, he's too obvious that made me easily recognize - the headphone. lol. XP

*poked him*

He quite surprised to see me, coz we were not contacting each other at morning just now. He playing something like drum right...?(but that's not a real drum, that like... Bass game like that... Seriously, I really don't know about that. lol. XP) He said that waiting for Akiko, then I just play para para for waiting Akiko. lol. XP

About I danced till 8th song, and also my final song, Akiko arrived to arcade, and she praised me that have a good dance for para para. Malu la... I not really great, just a normal dancer. lol. XP

Then all of us going to foodcourt at 10th floor... And talked much over there... Including our "spoilers" during upcoming GACC and some other events... Hehehe, cannot said, that's our secret... Except one of us said it, then I will "bongkar(spoil out)" the whole secret. lol. XP

Then there's also some people that we familiar came too... Like Shawn(yeah, another "me", no la, that's another one la XP), Zend and Aoshi. Talking everything bullshit over there. XP

Yeah, about 3.30pm, all of us went back...

Meetup is short, but at least already burn out the boring time of mine. It's worth for myself.

Hope I can do something like this again if I have lot of time for somedays. XP

SMP Jalan Ipoh gathering(25 July 2009)

Hmmm... Nothing much for this day, just simply helped Sakurai for her school performance.

Today I took Rex, Azusa and Andrew and we went together to Sakurai's School - SMP Jalan Ipoh.

Welcome Rex to our "club"!! lol. XDXD

We reached quite late over there... About 11.20am like that... Sakurai kept waiting for us... Sorry Sakurai... Traffic jam la... Can't avoid lo... Since we come from KL area(while others are coming from Selangor area XP)

Then Rex, Azusa and me prepare for our costume, while Andrew went for checking the school ceremony.

While at changing room(actually it's computer room, got air-cond lo... XD), we found that Wen and Mamoru already inside the room. Then we talked over there...

Then Sakurai called us to prepare behind the ceremony hall(not behind the stage, but behind audiences' seats), and we went to there. We met Beat, Sparda, Dei, Reno, Akiko and Potter over there.

Then all of us came out by solo or group. Me ah... Group with Sparda lo... As Yamato-taichou with Naruto. lol. XP

Pics are coming from mine, Andrew and Mamoru. XD
We got quite of welcome by the students at there, and got lot of students took photo to us at the ceremony. XD

Not forget... The group pics!!

Then we have to dance Hare Hare Yukai. Sorry that I forgot to pull out one of "very important" person to dance at center(wanna tease him since he can't dance, lol. XD), sigh. XP

Some of them really cannot dance(esspecially Akiko as Haruhi but not really know Hare Hare Yukai, OOC la... swt. XP), and some of us, including me, know how to dance, so we dance at front while those can't dance just "hid" behind us. lol. XD

Ending of dance!! Everyone were "lol" about the ending. XD

Then we went out and let most of students to take pic together. Here's some of them. =D

Wen as Kiba made his pose as that, then I walked quietly behind him...

And finally I grabbed him!! XD





Sorry, contain BL moments.

Titanic's BL version. lmao. XD

We were so dare to do this in Girls' school!! XDXD

One of my friend, Andrew did like "kick them out" and Naruto was like "OMG that's holy****!!" XDXD

The girls were so shocked to do as that. XD



Then here's some fanservice pics.

*pointing at certain place(actually we pointed at staff's room and office room. XD)*

Who's gonna made us wild?

*pointed*

Reno, he is!! XDXD

Everybody love Mario. XD

Someone wanna grabbed his mushroom!! XDXD

Then very fast, the school gathering ended.

And some of us changed our costumes back to normal.

However, we were not ended yet!!

We went to find somewhere to eat our lunch.

Then we went to Pizza Hut at Plaza Mutiara where near Sakurai's school.

lol, all 3 cars(Beat, Reno and mine) went together and parked together(quite concidence, lol. XP)

Boring time...

Pull train!! A new train after the poke train. XD

Ok la, stop joking around at the car park, gonna go down fast since we parked at 5th floor. O_O

Then we went for every floor to get in the shopping center, but all locked.

Reno was doing like "Oh NO~~!!!" when we were at 1st floor but still cannot go in. XD

We finally can open the door at ground floor, but... There's too messy at outside the door!! However we managed to go out. lol. XP

Sakurai already waited for us in front of Pizza Hut. And we went in together.

However we still can see that Reno's fangirls still awaiting for him at outside Pizza Hut. lmao. XD

Bo bian la, who called Reno was so popular in everywhere...? lol. XD

Then we ate together in Pizza Hut. lol. XP

lol... Suppose I want to suft internet via Wifi, but the connection was suck... Sigh, don't want to surf la. XP

We talked so much over there, esspecially Dei, Reno and Potter talked about their fun at Cosfest.

Me already jealous la!! Wanna go to Cosfest too if I have money and time. XD

Ok eating time... And also kacau-ing time. XD
Me pointing Dei's breakstick while Reno did like striping... XD

Let me raped Reno!! lol. XD

We also talked some jokes over there and also bashing some people that we don't like, too.

And the girls have nothing funny to do, then they did something that made me unexpected.

They put pepsi and milo together, as - Milo Cocktail!! XD

Some of us tried it and that's... OMG, cannot imagine how it taste.

And another very unexpected thing.

The Pizza Hut Manager came in front of me, and asked me that want to take us the whole group pic for their Pizza Hut's magazine. Then I asked to all. Everyone was like "Wooooo!!!" and clapped hands. Yeah, very surprised about that.

Then the managers took the pics for us. XD

Everyone of us just like "Yeah, we are famous!!" XDXD

lol, just our imagination. Haha. XP

Ok after the lunch, we wanna hanging around at that plaza since we never been there.

But before that... We wanna have our group pics.

And here's mine one.

Ummm... Sorry that this one "not ready"...(pointed to beside me one XP)

YMCA --> KnCO pulak... XP

Epic failed... For me, my mistake was very obvious. *orz*

lol, we just for fun, what...

Ok we hanging around over the plaza. XD

Camwhore time!!

Of course, jokes included when we were hanging around. XD

And we hanging around about 1 hour over there, and we started to back home.

See you all next time!!

Next cosplay event - GACC in Melaka, see you there!! XD




Quite tired about this gathering, but at least we were so much fun rather than event.

Thanks Sakurai again to invite us!! XD

这个决定，对吗？

我真的忍受。。。够了！！！！

难道就要这样污辱我吗。。。？
我当初怎么帮忙。。。忘了吗？
当初怎么做这么大的团。。。知道我们的辛苦吗？
你就把我当个屁一样。。。完全不理会我们。。。
不会觉得你这样做很绝也很没人情吗？

当初以为你很好人，可以合作。。。
即使很忙也会来帮忙我们。。。
可是现在你这样。。。就间接等于送我一个耳光。。。
你认为你这样做，对吗？

我从五月开始就忍你很久了。。。
到现在。。。我忍无可忍了。。。
今年后。。。最好不要让我看到你。。。
虽然这个决定对我来说很痛苦。。。
各奔东西应该最好吧。。。
反正又不是我一个人不爽你。。。很多人已经对我们看不下去了。。。
这样应该最好吧。。。



大家应该懂我在讲谁吧。。。如果知道就帮我一下。。。不要讲那个人是谁。。。你可以在我的MSN讲那个人是谁吧。。。谢谢大家阅读我的心事。。。